
You've tried the plans. The podcasts. The prayer lists.
Devotional Journal for WomenWhen You've Tried the Plans and the Podcasts and Still Feel Far
A quiet rhythm built for the seasons when effort has not been the problem.
A 140-Day Reflective Devotional Journal
Book 4 of a 70-journal series · 140 daily reflections · 9,800 guided prompts across the series
- 140 daily reflections
- Scripture + guided journaling space
- Written for women experiencing spiritual dryness
- Five honest minutes a day
- Instant eBook download
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Look inside
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Why this is different
Most devotionals
- Inspiration to read
- Reading only
- Generic encouragement
- Read once, then forgotten
This journal
- A daily practice you actually do
- Reflection + Scripture + writing space
- Written specifically for women experiencing spiritual dryness
- 140 steady days that build over time
Who it's for
This is for
- The woman who has tried the plans, the podcasts, and still feels far.
- Anyone who wants structure without pressure
- Small groups, church families & gift-givers
This is not for
- Anyone wanting a quick, read-once motivational book
- Readers who don't want to write anything down
- Those after a study guide without daily reflection
An established series
Part of a growing library of guided devotional journals from Stilling Waves Press.
About this journal
The full story, in our own words
A 140-day devotional journal built for seasons when effort is not the missing ingredient — a quiet daily place to bring the ache, reflect, and let Scripture speak again.
For Women Experiencing Spiritual Dryness — Rekindling the Flame. Each day sits beside a quoted line from a Christian writer across the centuries — kept in their own voice, with a quiet word-gloss underneath so the older language opens rather than closes.
- A quiet rhythm built for the seasons when effort has not been the problem.
- The ache gets a place to sit — until Scripture slowly begins to speak again.
Seven stages across 140 days: Stage 1 — Something New from God · Stage 2 — The Turn · Stage 3 — Trusting and Following Him · Stage 4 — The Ground Beneath · Stage 5 — Closer to Him · Stage 6 — Offering What You Have · Stage 7 — Quiet Completion in God.
Seven stages, seven images. Dawn becomes open hands becomes a lamp becomes a mountain — then a vine, a stream, and finally an open door. The arc carries you forward by image, not by argument.
Inside these pages you will also find:
- Seven things on every day's page — an Opening line. A Reflect question. A Rest cue for the body. A Today's Focus. A Touch line. A quoted Scripture or Christian writer with a word-gloss. A closing Meditation. The same seven elements, every day, for 140 days.
- Older language, opened in real time — thy becomes your. Thee becomes you. Every classic line — Scripture in older translation, devotional prose from earlier centuries — carries a small plain-English gloss directly underneath. Nothing is left for the reader to puzzle out.
- Real names, never anonymous — every quoted line is attributed — drawn from a curated corpus of Christian writers across the centuries and chosen to fit each journal's shape. The voices are named, the sources are known, and the corpus is wider than any single tradition.
- Liturgical interludes between stages — between the seven sections, the journal slows. A Commentary. A Poem. A Prayer for This Season. A closing Reflection. Real rhythm — not page numbers.
- Borrowed prayers, and yours — selected prayers from saints and faithful authors carry you forward, while A Prayer for This Season pages hold space for the words that are only yours to write.
- One poem per section — short, unhurried passages between stages — small enough to memorise, deep enough to keep returning to.
Sample prompt: "What has stopped helping you — and what if that is not actually the problem?"
Most Christian journals leave the older language alone and assume you'll figure it out. This one opens every older line underneath, in plain English, on the same page.
You know the Bible you have opened so many times it falls open to the same passage, and the way nothing in you stirs when it does? Underneath is a quieter question — about whether the warmth has left you, or you have left the warmth, or whether something is happening that is neither of those. This journal sits with that quieter question. Five honest minutes a day. It does not try to make you feel something. It sits with you in the not-feeling, and slowly the dryness reveals itself as part of the deepening.
A quiet rhythm built for the seasons when effort has not been the problem. Written for the woman who has tried the plans, the podcasts, and still feels far. Open to day one.
What’s inside every day
Same daily rhythm, 140 days. One steady shape you learn once.
How it will feel
Let the lower back be still. You can skip the small group discussion about what God is teaching you. Honest is better than performed. Sit in silence. Do not fill it. The silence may be the communion. Put down the pressure to have a moving prayer time. Sit. That is prayer. You are allowed to read one verse and close the Bible. Small is not failure.
You let yourself be seen without rearranging your face. You open the Bible without bracing for what you might not feel. The morning does not start with everything already feeling behind. You say no without rehearsing it. You do the next small thing without negotiating with yourself. You don't rush there. The structure walks you toward it.
Built to form you — not just inspire you
Not Inspiration — Formation
This is not a devotional to read when inspired — it is a daily practice to return to regardless. Real faith is built through structured daily formation, not occasional motivation. Finishing this journal produces something that starting ten others cannot.
What This Journal Returns You To
- You stand in a lineage of saints who went through dryness
- You are participating in the ancient practice of formed disciples through the faithful practice of first love for God
- You are participating in a refining older than words
Sample prompt: "What would it look like to sit with this: there is a change you are resisting?"
A thoughtful gift
What this journal offers a friend is presence, not pressure. 140 days of gentle company that does not require them to be ready, only willing — the rare kind of gift that holds space rather than fills it. You who keep showing up in the dry season are the woman God is most at work in. Close this knowing the silence was not absence — it was preparation.
More in the 140-Day series
Devotional Journal for Teen GirlsWhen the Phone Keeps Winning
Devotional Journal for WomenWhen the Habits Still Hold
Prayer Journal for WomenWhen Every Month Ends
Devotional Journal for University WomenWhen Campus Tests Everything
Devotional Journal for Teen GirlsWhen 'Just Be Thankful' Feels
Devotional Journal for New BelieversWhen You Believed but the BibleAbout this journal’s author
Hayley Louisa Mark is the pen name under which Stilling Waves Press writes its reflective journals. The voice is quiet on purpose: these pages draw on Scripture and the older contemplative writers — Andrew Murray, François Fénelon, Thomas à Kempis — slowly read and set into a 140-day daily practice. Sixty-six journals share the same method: five honest minutes a day, one season at a time.
Published by Stilling Waves Press, creator of the 140-Day Reflective Devotional Series. Our journals are designed to be completed, not merely read — combining Scripture, reflection, and guided writing into a daily spiritual practice.
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